I absolutely love everyone this weekend. Every single person involved made me extremely happy. My best friend got married I saw the old gang. There’s nothin I would take back except the scabs on my knees but hey, high heels down town can be a bitch. Love love love love.
I’m caught in this fucking self pity rut. I know my life isn’t horrible and life isn’t fair but lately it seems extremely unfair and I’m trying so hard to keep my head up and be positive but all I honestly feel like doing is curling up in a ball and crying. Fuck all this. I’m annoyed and there is just nothing I can do to turn this situation around I can’t un-have a fucking seizure…. Dammit. Fuck shit damn ass hell. Ugh speaking of I want my shirt back.
Back in charleston and no driving for 6 months. Yay……
Trying to be upbeat and positive and failing miserably. It’s like one thing after another and I realize that’s life but I’m fucking sick of it.
Do done with seizures and EEGs and MRIs and cat scans and being poked and prodded and I just want to feel normal again








